Thursday, October 7, 2010

i'm actually into my 29weeks of pregnancy...how time flies so fast...i felt like it was just yesterday that i found out i was pregnant. anyhow, i'm now looking like a 9month pregnant lady. i've gained 9kgs so far. baby is of the size she is supposed to be. so i don't know how can my belly look that big. is it because of my petite frame? could be hmm...

today, hubby told me that my mom-in-law said that women can go to normal labor as early as 32weeks. shoot...it is like 3 weeks away from now. question is, am i really really ready? seriously, i'm not ready..mentally, physically. heck, i haven't got the time to shop for baby stuff yet *sob sob sob* i really really need to stick with the newborn checklist this time.

tapi stroller, car seat, breast pump dah beli mase mega sale last 2 months :) *suke suke* sangat determine nih nak didik anak pasal safety since baby lagi. baby cot not yet. apparels baru ade 3 sets. diapers not yet. toiletries not yet. aish...looks like there are a lot more to go...we've bought single bed for our middle room. for preparation my grandma staying over during my confinement period. but the house is yet to be kemas. suddenly panic sebab i still have a lot more to do huhu...

i haven't had the chance to enrol in any antenatal class. but i'm lucky as my grandma is a kampung midwife and my MIL is a nurse. so that took care of my confinement items & antenatal class hehe. probably will deliver at tropicana. still under the care of dr. surinder. costs a bomb to us. and a year of savings. but i think its all worth it. it better be...

and honestly, i haven't done much research or reading about pregnancy or motherhood. all i did for the past 7 months was to just go with the flow and have a first hand experience on everything.

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah segala urusanku nanti...

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

ptg ni saya rasa sedih sangat-sangat...
despite baru graduate dari course the 7 habits of highly effective people...
nak tau sebab ape???
sebab saya dah tak muat nak pakai baju ibu kesayangan saya *sobsobsob*
selama ni songlap baju mak je kalo kat umah puchong
tapi akhirnya saya terpaksa mengalah dengan diri sendiri
dan start shopping baju besar-besar uth diri sendiri
yang hanya akan dipakai selama 2 bulan lebih aje
pastu dah bole bungkus masuk dlm beg
kemudian korek balek 2-3 thn akan dtg plak

ade tak sesapa sudi nak pinjamkan saya baju perut kembung mereka?
sebab saya tgk baju-baju kat pasaran macam tak secantik baju orang perut kempis la...

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Paradigm Shift

If you want small changes, work on your behavior; if you want quantum-leap changes, work on your paradigms.
--Stephen R. Covey