caca-merba....

it's almost 3am and here i am in front of the laptop terkebil-kebil dunno what to do. went to bed around 9-ish. terjaga around 2am as i couldn't manage to find the best position to sleep. pusing sini tak kene. pusing sane perut senget berat sebelah. telentang sakit tulang belakang. padahal dah ampu dengan extra pillows. takpe la...ni prektis utk berjaga malam di kendian hari nanti kot.

now, i'm easily penat. dan semput sesak nafas. sorry kepada semua jemputan open house & weddings. it is just not the right time for me to go. kalo sebelah rumah i can show my face 10-20mins. if it requires car trip for more than 20mins, i would have to pass. people predicts i would go to labor earlier than i should. tengok perut pon macam dah jatuh ke bawah sket. baby's position pon dah always kepala di bawah. honestly, i'm not ready yet for this little one. i mean in terms of her clothing & other tools. blom terbuka hati nak pegi membeli-belah. tapi all the big big things dah complete. names? talking about names...there is only 1 name that we have thought of. kalo ditakdirkan keluarnya dua...or keluarnya yang perlu pakai warna biru, boy i'm so in trouble!

ok, my choki needs my attention. she's growing so fast her true skin color is becoming more obvious. she's cuter by day even one of the kucing jantan at this housing area has been eyeing for her. tunggu mase je nak ngap! and she is becoming more clingy by day. selalu nak diusap-usap di belai-belai. and she's now into her 6months...